Blog Mission

"Mother Teresa once said ' I am a little pencil in the hand of a writing God who is sending a love letter to the world.' She had it right. We're not authors, any of us. We are just the 'pencils.' Once we understand that we might actually become useful to God." Richard Stearns The Hole in our Gospel

"Never take your word of truth from my mouth,
for I have put my hope in your laws." Psalm 119:43

"May these words of my mouth and these meditations of my heart be pleasing in your sight,
O Lord, My Rock and Redeemer" Psalm 19:14

"Publish His glorious deeds among the nations. Tell everyone about the amazing things He does." 1 Chronicles 16:24

Friday, November 6, 2020

LIVE LIFE FEAR GOD


 Someone asked me not too long back what books I had read.  I haven't had much time to read lately but I read "A More Elite Soldier'' by Chuck Holton a while back.  It is a very good book drawing from his military experience and comparing it to the Christian walk.  I have been studying the book of John with ladies at church and most recently as a Family we have been doing a study called "Go Fish" by Andy Stanley.  Amazing what God is doing. In fact yesterday I was checking the website for our first mission stop in AL and the home page shows the ocean and someone fishing in it alone with the words in the sky "Follow me and I will make you fishers of men'' -- Jesus. My husband and I have been delving more into God's word lately due to God's prompting.  I followed his lead and have been reading --pouring over the book of Psalms.  You don't have to read very many until you are reminded that King David is human like us.  He made all the same mistakes and then some; everything from poor financial, relational choices to bad leadership as a King Husband and Dad.  Yet, according to God, David is a man after God's own heart.  Why?  From what I can gather, despite all of David's failures he still desires to be near God, do His will and align himself with God alone no one or nothing else.  In Psalms 31, 33-35 David prays in times of trouble, affliction and persecution.  Because of David's heart God is just and forgiving.  God brings David healing and joy when despite the outlook and what he is told by man David puts all he has in God.  Psalm 31:10, 14-16, 21-24 is just one example; read chapters 33-35 and you will see that God listens when David cries out.  By the end of every chapter David cries out for Joy!  When David speaks of aching bones I am reminded of my son’s pain and that God can bring him healing.  Psalms 40-43 spoke to my heart as well   It reminded me of songs/choruses that remind me of God's faithfulness.  Psalm 41 thanks God for people who take care of the downtrodden and ill, people just like you. Through you God has sustained us. And again we have joy and sense God's power Psalm 40:16 & 17, Ps 43: 4 & 5.  Psalms 86 and more so Psalm 6 is our prayer at this time.  Here David CRIES OUT and God brings HEALING and JOY!   The place we are at isn't really new, just different.  There is unrest, a pandemic, uncertainty, insecurity.  Like King David, let us focus on the one true King and live without fear the days ahead and find unspeakable joy and unexplainable healing.  

Live Life Fear God (I think King David said this first)


Thursday, May 28, 2020

Hokum or Hokmah?

 Hokum is defined by Merriam Webster as ‘unrealistic situations or dialogue; nonsense’ verses hokmah as ‘spiritual wisdom’. The more I listen to the news or browse social media I am beginning to wonder if this isn’t all hokum. COVID-19 has compounded financial stress at public and private institutions across our country.  Our homes are in a state of limbo. The #alonetogether mindset has slowed life down and increased time with family.  It has forced families to rethink their personal priorities.  While that is good on many levels there are some households that see this as suffering confinement and not respite. After 11 plus weeks of limbo, respite or waiting many pieces of our lives and relationships are beginning to suffer. During times such as these my only hope for peace comes from God’s Words of Wisdom, hokmah. 

The prominent theme of wisdom literature found in The Bible are timeless questions:  meaning of life, order of the world and theodicy. These questions apply across all disciplines; scientifically, philosophically, socially, politically, judicially, psychological, relationally and cosmologically. The worldview continues to hold order as an important value in all aspects of living and understanding.  In ancient times wisdom was the pursuit of understanding and preserving world order.  Ancient wisdom held that the key to attaining world order was the ‘fear of the Lord’. (Prov. 1:7, NRSV)  It was recognized that God ordered the cosmos and with obedience of His requirements and expectations comes understanding of life.   Where Ecclesiastes ends Proverbs picks up and all of the Wisdom literature pivots on the key, the beginning of wisdom is to fear the Lord. (Prov. 1:7, NRSV)  Secular philosophy struggles to find wisdom and relies on Retribution Theology to explain why good people suffer.   The Old Testament sets the world right with God at the head and his wisdom as the creative order principle throughout making it possible for people that are disciplined and learned in wisdom to find life and fulfillment in God’s will.  Jesus affirms in Luke 13 that the sinner should fear the justice of the Lord but further challenges humanity to recognize that suffering is a normal part of life.  God allows the experience of tragedy so that God’s might will be evident in the fulfillment of His purposes. In John 9:3 Jesus challenges us to look to the future for the purpose and not to the past for the cause or answer to “Why?”.  We are incapable of discerning the cause of tragedy and injustices in this world. Yet, these books of wisdom teach us that “God can bring justice out of circumstances” beyond our control. 

I found reading through the book of Job during one of the most difficult times in my life very reassuring. In Job, God is put on trial for unjust suffering and Job’s defense is Appeasement Theology upon the recommendation of his friends.  Obviously, God is angry or else Job wouldn’t be suffering.  So his friends urge him to repent of his unknown sin so that he might return to God’s favor and receive blessing.  In this courtroom dialogue Job’s life is used to show how best to handle the reality of God allowing adversity and tragedy to continue in our broken world.  God would have lost the court case if Job would have cursed or followed through on appeasing God.  Wisdom is found when Job reorients his thinking to the purpose of experiencing suffering rather than the cause.  The purpose of Jesus’ suffering was to reconcile all creation through grace.  While this was voluntary for Jesus he did pray that the cup be removed from Him, but ultimately submitted that God’s will be accomplished. (Mk. 14:36, NRSV) Job doesn’t receive the mediator he asked for but eventually sees the same Wisdom in trusting in God’s wisdom for His will to be done. 

Job 

The questions of justice and injustice, sovereignty and freedom, innocence and guilt, good and evil, blessing and cursing and worldview and God's view are all a part of the dialogue in the context of undeserved suffering and theodicy.  We are introduced to the hero of the narrative in the prologue contained within the first two chapters of the book.  In Chapter 3 the writer of Job gets to the weighty issues of life regarding the nature of wisdom and the mystery of human suffering with a complaint against God.   It is Job’s lack of lament and accusation against God that forces the dispute between him and his friends for the next 25 chapters.  The summary of the debate is “Who is wise?”  Of course, each friend tries to prove that their theology of retribution portrays a just God and a sinful Job as most accurate and wise.  Job doesn’t agree and places the fault squarely at God’s feet. While his friends talk about God, Job talks to God about the injustice he is experiencing. The middle of the book contains Job’s hymn of rhetoric.  In it, Job is talking out loud to noone, everyone or quite possibly anyone.  He is exasperated with anguish and pleads with God for an explanation.  Job is on a quest for justice or an answer to why must he suffer. “Where can wisdom be found?” (Job 28, NRSV) It is hard to know if who joins the conversation next is a reader or editor of the original translation but, Elihu seems to be invited by the polyphonic nature of the narrative to enter the dispute himself and prepare Job for what might be coming next.  At the end of Job, YHWH speaks in a whirlwind to Job directly, but seemingly not with an answer, or at least with an answer that Job does not expect.  Truly, is there an answer that could possibly explain your suffering while in the midst of it?  God knows that what Job needs is a right relationship with Him, but first Job must recognize that God is just in His allowing suffering, adversity and even unthinkable tragedies.   God does not offer justice, but Job repents of accusing God of injustice.  Why? It is in the storm that God shows up.  The many voices ultimately yield to One voice that brings the book to a dramatic resolution. It is ‘the theophany itself that rehabilitates Job’. Job knows Wisdom, face to face, “I have heard of You by the hearing of the ear; but now my eye sees You;”. (Job 42:5, NRSV) In seeing God and hearing His Words, Job has gained a peace that passes all understanding amidst his suffering. No further explanation is needed.  

The interpretation of Job could be theologically challenging.  As with most books in the Old Testament there is a question as to whether the book has been translated in its entirety, is a piece meal of texts or if parts were removed because of the ancient language and ensuing grammatical challenges.  I propose that ‘we can’t handle the truth’ of wisdom found in Job. The difficulty is not in the translation of the literal message of Job, but grasping and accepting the allegorical perspective.  Job may or may not be a real hero of the Bible but he is a hero that the majority of humanity can relate too.  I have sat with Job in the ash heap, praying for the healing oil of joy.  I have heard the polyphony and chaos around me silenced by the Voice of Truth.  Like Job, I had a relationship with God, that when faced with a crisis of belief, I did not let go of God.  Like Job, I made the right choice at the right time to adjust my focus from the injustices around me to know Wisdom and trust God’s will and purposes for me to be just and good.  I can not control what happens to those I love or myself by righteous actions or horrific sin.  Job was righteous and lost everything.  My son Daniel loved God, was faithful, good and kind but he died at 16 of cancer.  My husband wondered what sin he committed to lose his first born.  Much like the disciples questioned Jesus regarding the reason why a boy was born blind.  Jesus responded that the suffering was allowed so that God’s power be demonstrated in his healing. (Jn. 9:2-4, NRSV) In our situation the demonstration of God’s power came in healing Daniel by taking him to heaven. While that is not the answer we wanted, we were able to trust in God’s love of Daniel and see the Wisdom in His will and receive the joy that comes amidst the anguish of suffering.  The demonstration of God’s wisdom and power in our life caused many to seek out God on our behalf and find Him for themselves.  When we look to find someone to blame or focus on the apparent injustice experienced we miss the lesson of how to thrive in adversity. Central to Paul’s teaching is the hidden power and wisdom of God in Jesus. (Col. 2:3, 1Cor. 1:18-2:16, NRSV) This Wisdom defies the worldview of traditional wisdom as pure hokum and becomes a living demonstration of God’s grace and hokmah.   Job was commended by God for taking his doubts, and anger directly to Him.  How will you respond during this time of adversity, with hokmah or hokum?
















Bibliography


Alexander, David & Pat. Eerdmans Handbook to the Bible. Grand Rapids: W.B. Eerdmans Publishing Company, 1973.


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Monday, April 13, 2020

To Pray is to Breathe

In Matthew 6 Jesus is teaching the church the importance of caring for the most vulnerable by giving to the needy, not worrying about our investments, food, clothing, or our everyday living.  Luke also shares these verses in the first four verses of chapter 11.  In the preceding chapter, Luke talks about the importance of being in communion with God and then our neighbor. Communication is key to a relationship with God and our neighbor.  Jesus taught communion as a way for  His church to love Him and each other fully is possible when we focus on what He has already done for us.  This Lenten season we have a unique opportunity to praise Him and leave our current concerns and fears about the future in His hands empowering us to share His love with our needy neighbor.
In a time where the simple act of breathing brings anxiety, it is life-giving to breathe deeply in prayer.  The COVID19 crisis has forced us to be still during this lenten season.  The unusual sacrifice of normal living replaces our typical token sacrifice that is traditional during lent and brings us to a place of openness and surrender at the foot of His cross and ours. As we grieve the loss of the normal we have known we must seek His will for what our new normal will be and four our future hope. Here in this strange in-between place the Kingdoms of heaven and earth meet and we Hope for His will to be done and rest in the joy of knowing His good is far better than our dreams.
As we struggle through the difficulties of reconciling an earthly kingdom to God let us work this Lent to open ourselves to God and His will for our happiness.  The Lenten practices of prayer fasting and giving alms to help others will also help us find His hope during this anxious time.  Let us often pray to God in our own words, from deep within our beings. Jesus understood that there would be times when we wouldn't have words to express our fears and dreams.  (John 16:33, Romans 8:26) In times like this we can pray as He taught us: The Lord's Prayer Song