The writing on the wall in Daniel 5 "mene mene tekel parsin". In English says "number number weighed divided". This struck fear into the heart of King Belshazzar. I would be startled at the sight of a hand in the air writing on my wall, regardless of the message.
I haven't been startled by any writing on the wall lately but I have been annoyed with the frequency of the topic of grace. My first response is "I know I need much grace and I give graciously." I am not sure why the phrase, "You have been weighed. You have been measured and found wanting." popped into my head driving home from errands yesterday. I was mesmerized by the beauty of Fall all around me. It comes from a favorite movie of mine, "A Knight's Tale". The phrase comes full circle in the story only because of the grace offered to a peasant boy being granted knighthood by a man who could claim his kingship.First uttered by an aspiring knight to a lowly aspiring servant in condemnation. The peasant boy later spares the life of the aspiring knight to show grace, then utters the phrase to him to complete the paradox, measured grace. The man who deserves to be king wanders his kingdom because he too feels wanting. He is in need of grace to claim his purpose in life. Each gave graciously more than what was due according to the standard of measure. Whose standard? The tekel was a standard of measurement for weighing goods in Old Testament times.
Hmm. Measured grace. I know God has given me grace in abundance. I also know that anything He has done and will do is immeasurably, more than I can imagine. So if I use His measure I am found in great want and so He offers Amazing Grace! If I want to continue to be measured according to His standard, despite my profound inability to attain balance, I too need to use that same measure.
All people have been found profoundly wanting in a multitude of areas and some cause us annoyance or great angst. When a want is identified do I respond with the grace they deserve or do I give Amazing Grace - more than what is asked or imagine? Matthew 7:2,Mark 4:24 and Luke 6:38 remind us in many ways that the standard of measure we use, will be used on us. Jesus tells a parable of grace offered by a master to a servant for a great debt and in turn that servant offers no grace to a fellow servant. Damnation is the consequence.
Job 28:25 and Isaiah 40:12 confer that many attributes of God and His creation are immeasurable. God says in Jeremiah 31:37 that if all that He has made could be measured by humans He would not desire to save us, the Israelites. Now there is a scary thought. The overwhelming, incomprehensible want that is found in all that is seen, including myself, when God's standard of measure is used requires our saving. I choose to be found wanting and filled to His standard. Grace is measured. I pray that the grace I give is Immeasurable, Amazing grace.
"14 For this reason I kneel before the Father, 15 from whom every family[a] in heaven and on earth derives its name. 16 I pray that out of his glorious riches he may strengthen you with power through his Spirit in your inner being, 17 so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, 18 may have power, together with all the Lord’s holy people, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, 19 and to know this love that surpasses knowledge—that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God.
20 Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us, 21 to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, for ever and ever! Amen." Ephesians 3:14-21
I have found, in my short life, for me to learn something it has to 'come up' frequently, in different arenas yet somehow divinely connected. Most often the lesson learned revolves around a word, simple, to the point. Yet somehow profound. I will share the mystery of my story as I learn from the history of His story one word at a time. Please share your story in the comments below as you feel led. May we flourish in knowing God more in this in-between space of His kingdom comings.
Blog Mission
"Mother Teresa once said ' I am a little pencil in the hand of a writing God who is sending a love letter to the world.' She had it right. We're not authors, any of us. We are just the 'pencils.' Once we understand that we might actually become useful to God." Richard Stearns The Hole in our Gospel
"Never take your word of truth from my mouth,
for I have put my hope in your laws." Psalm 119:43
"May these words of my mouth and these meditations of my heart be pleasing in your sight,
O Lord, My Rock and Redeemer" Psalm 19:14
"Never take your word of truth from my mouth,
for I have put my hope in your laws." Psalm 119:43
"May these words of my mouth and these meditations of my heart be pleasing in your sight,
O Lord, My Rock and Redeemer" Psalm 19:14
"Publish His glorious deeds among the nations. Tell everyone about the amazing things He does." 1 Chronicles 16:24
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